Today i was walking down the hall and saw a hot guy. Just thought i would let my two followers know. I was thinking today, wouldnt it be amazing to be laying on a beach, toes in the sand listening to the waves and a hot jamacian man serenading you? haha just a thought. Maybe one day...
Do you ever wonder when you see people what they are thinking? Or perhaps what they think about you? I wish i could read peoples minds. hahaha then i would be a creeperrrr!!!
Right beside me is my green ski jacket. Now that i think about it, so much has happened since i bought it last November. I snuck off for the first time in this jacket, I cross country skiied for the first time in this jacket, I had my first kiss in the jacket, I have had the best day of my life in this jacket, I have faceplanted, skiied, done my first 360, and dropped my first cliff. Its as is it represents a new me. An older me. So much has changed since i first put it on, I now live at my moms. First Boyfriend, i became a little more rebellious. Hmm just a thought. well gotta go
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Difference
JUST A THOUGHT I hate walking down the halls of my school somedays. thier are girls that are so much prettier and skinnier and more talented, it makes me wonder if i even compare. Even as i look at my friends, i see smarts, talent, amazing personalities and wonderful people. I wonder what people think when they see me.. its always been a thought. Like possible "eww whats with her style" or "oh i like her hair" something like that i guess:/
Today i was day dreaming in math class about touring italy and soaking in the fine tuscan sun. I remember going with my mother, walking around the small market places and seeing the old buildings around us. I remember going to an antique store, and instead of having the usual junk like american stores do, they had things that were from the 1700's and more. It makes me so happy to be able to pick up such an old object. I know it sounds foolish, but everytime i see an old mirror or book, i feel as if they are somehow magical. I almost get this feeling if i touch them i will be sucked into an alternate world and have to live out an adventure and possibly fall in love with a handsome pirate or something. I have had dreams of opening an old book my grandmother gave me, and taking a walk while reading. In these dreams i would find myself in the woods and meet some stranger who would grab my hand and lead me into a secret world. This stranger in my dreams is always tall, dark brown hair and dark brown eyes, with a english accent. His name is always Leo. We would sail off on his caravel in search for something, on a quest, and on the way i somehow would fall in love, obtain a pair of angel wings, and fight something big and reighn victorious. And of course the drama always is in my dreams, hahaha love and stuff. Have you ever thought that the past was somehow magical? Like in moves that take place in the 1800- 1900's thier is always some sort of magical aura. It would be amazing to walk into an alternate world through a wardrobe. Oh yes, i have also always dreamed of moving into a large old house and finding a secret hidden away room with things in it, like old diaries and magical objects that could somehow change my life. It makes me wonder, has anyone ever had an expierience like that? and just not said anything.... i think its possible! haha well homework time, write more on this later..
Today i was day dreaming in math class about touring italy and soaking in the fine tuscan sun. I remember going with my mother, walking around the small market places and seeing the old buildings around us. I remember going to an antique store, and instead of having the usual junk like american stores do, they had things that were from the 1700's and more. It makes me so happy to be able to pick up such an old object. I know it sounds foolish, but everytime i see an old mirror or book, i feel as if they are somehow magical. I almost get this feeling if i touch them i will be sucked into an alternate world and have to live out an adventure and possibly fall in love with a handsome pirate or something. I have had dreams of opening an old book my grandmother gave me, and taking a walk while reading. In these dreams i would find myself in the woods and meet some stranger who would grab my hand and lead me into a secret world. This stranger in my dreams is always tall, dark brown hair and dark brown eyes, with a english accent. His name is always Leo. We would sail off on his caravel in search for something, on a quest, and on the way i somehow would fall in love, obtain a pair of angel wings, and fight something big and reighn victorious. And of course the drama always is in my dreams, hahaha love and stuff. Have you ever thought that the past was somehow magical? Like in moves that take place in the 1800- 1900's thier is always some sort of magical aura. It would be amazing to walk into an alternate world through a wardrobe. Oh yes, i have also always dreamed of moving into a large old house and finding a secret hidden away room with things in it, like old diaries and magical objects that could somehow change my life. It makes me wonder, has anyone ever had an expierience like that? and just not said anything.... i think its possible! haha well homework time, write more on this later..
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
So perfect
Today was super perfect, every moment seemed to go right, even the people that dont like me were nice! It seemed as is every moment flowed like smooth buttah. From Astronomy, my favrite class learning about the galaxies and planets, to taking funny pictures in english class with seth, one of the dorkiest kids i know. everything flowed. My mom picked me up from school, she always has a smile on her face. Everyone has a hero and favorite person, mine is my mother, she is the most amazing person i know. We drove tho Chartreuse, a small clothes shop with clothes from the fifties, forties, thirties and twenties. It was amazing, the bubble hats and the carefully sewn gloves that were so small it was amazing ladies could actually fit thier hands into them. I found a pair of sparkly green shoes that were just my size, i almost died. After this, we drove to the country kitchen and i got a thing to cut my sandwitches into shapes of dinosaurs!! i am very excited for that! Being with my mother is so fun, it reminds me of Italy where we discovered new things together, and bought the most outrageous foods to try. She is such an amazing person. Life is so perfect right now, Who cares about boys i am so over that right now it does not even come up in my mind as a concern, its pretty great! I dont understand how life can be so amazing sometimes. Have you ever just laid on the ground and listened to the trees, birds and the planes? To me that is the sound of perfection. The still and quiet, being with my mom. Have you ever thought if the world was about to end who would you want to be with? I would want to be in the arms of my mother, i dont care what happens as long as i am with her i would be happy.
Right now I am working on a dance for airband called the sfety dance, Its pretty awesome. I have been imagining myself on that stage, doing the dance perfectly and getting amazed looks and screams from the audience. I still need to work on it, it looks like a floppy fish dance right now. Today in math i was day dreaming about being kidnapped by a gang of motorcylists who take me to a top secret facility and feed me a pill that makes me grow a pair of large white angel wings. Hahaha sounds funny i know but i will let you in on a little secret, every single birthday wish, shooting star, eyelash wish, penny wish, every wish i have ever made was for a pair of wings so i could fly. Haha even now, i still wish for wings.
As i write this i am sitting on the couch next to a fire, wearing my green sparkly shoes. they are perfect.:) Isnt it funny how life can be so funny sometimes? haha i dont even know where i am going with this... I remember when i used to dream of peter pan rescueing me out my window and bringing me to neverland. haha random:) well thats all for tonight!!
Right now I am working on a dance for airband called the sfety dance, Its pretty awesome. I have been imagining myself on that stage, doing the dance perfectly and getting amazed looks and screams from the audience. I still need to work on it, it looks like a floppy fish dance right now. Today in math i was day dreaming about being kidnapped by a gang of motorcylists who take me to a top secret facility and feed me a pill that makes me grow a pair of large white angel wings. Hahaha sounds funny i know but i will let you in on a little secret, every single birthday wish, shooting star, eyelash wish, penny wish, every wish i have ever made was for a pair of wings so i could fly. Haha even now, i still wish for wings.
As i write this i am sitting on the couch next to a fire, wearing my green sparkly shoes. they are perfect.:) Isnt it funny how life can be so funny sometimes? haha i dont even know where i am going with this... I remember when i used to dream of peter pan rescueing me out my window and bringing me to neverland. haha random:) well thats all for tonight!!
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