Difference

    JUST A THOUGHT   I hate walking down the halls of my school somedays. thier are girls that are so much prettier and skinnier and more talented, it makes me wonder if i even compare. Even as i look at my friends, i see smarts, talent, amazing personalities and wonderful people. I wonder what people think when they see me.. its always been a thought. Like possible "eww whats with her style" or "oh i like her hair" something like that i guess:/
    Today i was day dreaming in math class about touring italy and soaking in the fine tuscan sun. I remember going with my mother, walking around the small market places and seeing the old buildings around us. I remember going to an antique store, and instead of having the usual junk like american stores do, they had things that were from the 1700's and more. It makes me so happy to be able to pick up such an old object. I know it sounds foolish, but everytime i see an old mirror or book, i feel as if they are somehow magical. I almost get this feeling if i touch them i will be sucked into an alternate world and have to live out an adventure and possibly fall in love with a handsome pirate or something. I have had dreams of opening an old book my grandmother gave me, and taking a walk while reading. In these dreams i would find myself in the woods and meet some stranger who would grab my hand and lead me into a secret world. This stranger in my dreams is always tall, dark brown hair and dark brown eyes, with a english accent. His name is always Leo. We would sail off on his caravel in search for something, on a quest, and on the way i somehow would fall in love, obtain a pair of angel wings, and fight something big and reighn victorious. And of course the drama always is in my dreams, hahaha love and stuff. Have you ever thought that the past was somehow magical? Like in moves that take place in the 1800- 1900's thier is always some sort of magical aura. It would be amazing to walk into an alternate world through a wardrobe. Oh yes, i have also always dreamed of moving into a large old house and finding a secret hidden away room with things in it, like old diaries and magical objects that could somehow change my life. It makes me wonder, has anyone ever had an expierience like that? and just not said anything.... i think its possible! haha well homework time, write more on this later..