The forever friend

We all have that one friend, thats in our hearts forever, and that we can never forget about.
But I ask, what do we do if this friend is lost?
What if we abuse the friendship?
refuse to talk to them?
and even try to end the friendship?
I true friend stays by your side no matter what.
No matter what you do
or say
they are always there to give you a second chance.
They never give up on you
and always believe the best in you.
It may be scary for some, a relationship that never seems to end. Some people (especially me) have never really seen a relationship work for that matter. Having a friend that is so close, is frightening, and in order to protect themselves, from being left behind sometimes people push that friend away.
Why I am saying this? Because I am guilty as charged.
I am not a good friend
I make alot of mistakes.
The person I pushed away was always there for me
even though i never was for them
ive had countless second chances
and still cannot seem to get it right.
I dont deserve this friend.
I never have.
But the heart, and the dedication, and the perserverance that goes into maintaining a friendship like this, is truly heroic. Something in which i could never be capable of.
People like this friend are the people that should be looked up to
like a modern day superhero
My favorite is spiderman.

Maybe one day I will be able to understand how this amazing person can stand my constant excuses and mistakes.

so the saying goes,

"You never know what you got, until its gone."

Just a little thought for you on you cold march night.

xoxo